A few weeks ago my life turned for the worse when my partner declared pregnancy, since then, shits just gone from bad to worse with stress levels taking on a pattern similar to that of Moore's Law.

Finally, I thought last week when it appeared it was all coming to a conclusion, she had actually agreed to go through the termination process. Now I know people have strong opinions against abortions but children just isn't for me at the moment.

Now don't get me wrong, I do want to have children, however as I'm only 20 years old it just isn't a scenario I'd like to take at this point in my life. I'd prefer to be more financially stable with a few assets under my belt before my sperm dudes dig me a hole that would take another 20 years to get myself out of. I think the ideal age for making babies is anywhere from the age of 25 years plus, by this time most people start to grow out of being kids themselves and start settling down to a more mature level, a level of that's suitable of to bringing up children of their own.

However I was so horribly wrong last week when things started to look positive. I honestly had know idea how much this would impact on our relationship, children certainly fuck shit up even before the little bastards even squeeze there way out. She's agreed to let me support her during the abortion, however she wants a break to try and fix her fucked up brain. I really hope things work out for the best for her and I as currently I don't think she really knows what the hells happening.